I feel today....
Dh went to legal, they are signing the paperwork, I think we will be clearing soon and out of the army by february. I am absolutely petrified. I have no idea how everything will work out, how we will come up with the money to pay for everything, if his job offer will hold.
I am shakin on my flops. If it wasnt for God supporting me, I dont think I would be able to support dh.
Its like that quote..."Dear Lord, grant me patience, because if you grant me strenght I might strangle his neck"...or something like that.
My head is spinning, I am out of control and freaking out. Nothing about this is in my control, I have no say in anything and that freaks me out...oy ve!