Wednesday, January 6, 2010

#6....This is how ....

I feel today....




Dh went to legal, they are signing the paperwork, I think we will be clearing soon and out of the army by february. I am absolutely petrified. I have no idea how everything will work out, how we will come up with the money to pay for everything, if his job offer will hold.
I am shakin on my flops. If it wasnt for God supporting me, I dont think I would be able to support dh.

Its like that quote..."Dear Lord, grant me patience, because if you grant me strenght I might strangle his neck"...or something like that.


My head is spinning, I am out of control and freaking out. Nothing about this is in my control, I have no say in anything and that freaks me out...oy ve!

Love A

2 comments:

megalicious said...

I'm keeping you guys in my prayers!

Ashley said...

Definitely praying for you, girl. We'll be going through this next year and I'm scared NOW. I can't imagine how YOU feel. Let me know if you need to talk, okay?